i've been pretty much so lazy keeping this blog updated (i PITY myself ;c).
i don't even have any idea when was the last time i posted a decent entry (that is,if i won't check my previous posts.).
so yeah,just making use of my extra time today (which i have a lot everyday,but i just put it into nothingness as well.) on a rainy 4:30pm.
recently i just kept on thinking.thinking.thinking.
thinking about a lot of things.thinking most specially about YOU. <3
how have you been.what's keeping you busy.or what's keeping you not busy.and a lot more!
it's been almost like a month?and my days here feels like livin' in your own time.
i always tell my friends (real close ones) that im no fan of any long distance relationship.
but now,ive been dreaming of it.feels like im wanting it so bad.so bad that i want it to happen NOW.
that's why "Never say never" because here I am.
i have no idea how long this will take me to recover,or will i recover from this?
like "when does getting over you" begin?
prolly, NOT. cause this time im forreals.i may WIN or LOSE?
but hell yeah.im in this 'love love until you realized' situation now.
im no EMO.CHEESY.eeeek SWEET?i just feel like this crap =/
